00:00:34:02	00:00:36:00	Well, emergency drills. Did you
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00:00:39:05	00:00:42:21	drills. And that was it so can
00:00:42:21	00:00:45:06	tell me exactly what happened.
00:00:45:06	00:00:46:26	An active shooter drills the
00:00:46:26	00:00:48:06	teachers supposed to lock the
00:00:48:06	00:00:50:01	door, turn the lights off and
00:00:50:01	00:00:51:15	push this big desk behind the
00:00:51:15	00:00:54:07	door. And the first time my data
00:00:54:07	00:00:56:02	active shooter drill Azhar are
00:00:56:02	00:00:57:09	having a hard time with this. I
00:00:57:09	00:01:00:07	decided to come help her because
00:01:00:07	00:01:02:00	if she doesn't get the desk on
00:01:02:00	00:01:04:03	the door in time, the intruder
00:01:04:03	00:01:06:02	can open it. So what do you do
00:01:06:02	00:01:08:02	next after you push the table?
00:01:08:02	00:01:09:17	The class is supposed to stand
00:01:09:17	00:01:12:02	on the back wall but I decided
00:01:12:02	00:01:14:01	to stand in front of the class.
00:01:14:01	00:01:16:00	Because I want to take the
00:01:16:00	00:01:19:18	bullet and save my friends so
00:01:19:18	00:01:21:13	your teacher ask you to stand in
00:01:21:13	00:01:24:15	front the class? No, my life
00:01:24:15	00:01:27:02	matters but it's kind of like
00:01:27:02	00:01:28:17	there is one person I can come
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00:01:30:17	00:01:32:00	be twenty two people. They come
00:01:32:00	00:01:34:11	home to the family. Do you know
00:01:34:11	00:01:35:25	why it's hard for me to accept
00:01:35:25	00:01:38:05	that because I'm such a young
00:01:38:05	00:01:40:03	age I shouldn't really be giving
00:01:40:03	00:01:42:00	my life up like you shouldn't
00:01:42:00	00:01:43:22	have to worry about that. All
00:01:43:22	00:01:46:19	right. If there's any time that
00:01:46:19	00:01:48:07	I want you to be selfish, it's
00:01:48:07	00:01:53:08	then I need you to come home. So
00:01:53:08	00:01:54:10	would you still stand in front
00:01:54:10	00:01:55:20	of your friends even with me
00:01:55:20	00:01:58:09	telling you not to? Yes, I get
00:01:58:09	00:01:59:18	that you will want me to come
00:01:59:18	00:02:01:28	home but it's really not a
00:02:01:28	00:02:03:19	choice that you can make. It's a
00:02:03:19	00:02:06:02	choice that they make. I see now
00:02:06:02	00:02:07:15	that there's nothing I can say
00:02:07:15	00:02:09:24	that would change your mind. I
00:02:09:24	00:02:11:26	just hope that it never comes to
00:02:11:26	00:02:15:10	that token. But this makes me
00:02:15:10	00:02:18:15	feel sad. You raised a good
00:02:18:15	00:02:21:21	bracing and this is why I can't
00:02:21:21	00:02:23:08	have a conversation with you.
00:02:23:08	00:02:24:15	You keep saying things like that
00:02:24:15	00:02:28:10	and I'm speechless. You are 10
00:02:28:10	00:02:29:28	and you're 10 year old doesn't
00:02:29:28	00:02:33:07	clean their room in. There is no
00:02:33:07	00:02:35:23	handbook for this. This is why
00:02:35:23	00:02:36:23	the conversation always ends
00:02:36:23	00:02:38:16	between you and I in their
00:02:38:16	00:02:46:19	silence because I'm a mother and
00:02:46:19	00:00:00:00	I don't know what to say.